“sometimes,i hope Life is all but a long dream...”

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This blog is like dead...
been a looonngg time since i posted D:
Sorry!
Exams are coming...
Aww.
Oh and recently found out about Baka's sweet love.
Unexplainable!

k, here is chapter 27...

Chapter 27

Lady luck was with me. I found Aaron. He was lying on the neighbourhood playground slide. His eyes seemed sad, like his body posture. I gulped and slowly walked towards him. He was oblivious to me until I sat on the edge of the slide.

With his eyes wide open, he quickly sat up and cleared his throat. An awkward silence hung around us. Then, I spoke.

“Aaron, I...I. whatever that you had seen just now, was not what you think it was.”

He just shrugged and added a smirk,”No need for explanations. None of my business.”

At that point of time, Aaron looked so cold and mean. He seemed guarded to let anyone come near him. My heart went all out to him and it was my entire fault. My hands instinctively went to wrap around his and I whispered just loud enough for him to hear.

“There is an absolute need. I want you to care.”

As I said, I could feel his eyes on me and I looked straight into his eyes daringly. After a long silence, his lips moved and murmured,” I care. I really do.”

My eyes glistened at the mere words of his. I realised that I longed these words for a long time. He did not speak the words I wanted to hear but he meant “I like you”, didn’t he?

Our gazes were locked together all the while and I looked at him questioningly. Before I could muster up enough courage to ask what he meant, his lips were on mine.

Just the light touch of his lips sent my heart pounding wildly. My arms instinctively went around his neck as he pressed me closer. We just sat there, on the slide, with our lips joined. Suddenly, time seemed to stop just for this magical moment. Who knew happiness could be so simple?

When he finally pulled away, I was breathless. Aaron was just slightly better than me. We just stared at each other blankly. I could feel my cheeks flushing and the haze that enveloped me an instant ago had slowly faded away.

Then, I smiled and laughed. Embarrassed, I hid myself away from him. Aaron just gave a chuckle and hugged me. He pulled me down with him as I gave a short scream, before giggling like a primary school girl. Just like that, both of us laid shoulder to shoulder on the slide. I knew this romantic moment would always remain in my heart forever.

I should have known, though. That happiness can never last for long for someone like me...

Hand in hand, Aaron and I walked back to my flat. Our laughter stopped when we saw the forgotten Callum looking ashen pale. I took an intake of breath and walked towards him. To my surprise, he took a step away from me, his expression guarded.

“Callum? What is wrong?” I asked. Aaron stood behind me, looking worried too.

“Who are you?” Callum spoke at last.

I frowned and looked at him perplexedly. Aaron did not speak.

“Explain!” he yelled, throwing the Destiny Book on the dining table,” Why is Aaron’s everyday life jotted down on this book detailed-ly?!”

I was momentarily speechless. My insides froze and I just kept my eyes on the Destiny Book. My first instinct was to lose my temper. “Who the hell are you to look into my stuff?! You bad-mannered asshole!”

Callum just scoffed and demanded an explanation. In my head, I screamed, OMQ...OMQ...I am going to die! How can I still keep my identity a secret if Callum refuses to budge?! Ah! HELP!

Then, suddenly, a wash of iciness enveloped my body and standing beside me was Sapphire. She just possessed my body. Now left with my soul, I felt so light and good. I almost forgot how it felt to be an immortal, flying amidst clouds.

I smiled as Sapphire solved the problem coolly for me.

“Well, it’s just my way of liking Aaron. You got a problem with that?” ‘I’ said.

I expressed amusement as I watched the heated debate where The Destiny Queen VS my annoying little brother. It was rare occasion to see the childish side of Sapphire...

“YES!”

“TOO BAD!”(Stuck out tongue)

“LAMEO!”

“WHATEVER,LOSER! BLEAH!”

“YOU! WHAT DID YOU SAY?!”

“LOSER!THIS IS MY MOUTH! I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT!”

The dispute only ended when Aaron stepped in.

“STOP!!!” his voice towering over Sapphire’s and Callum’s. Suddenly, the house was silent.

“This problem started because of me...so i will solve it. First i will read the content.”Aaron said calmly, a slight teasing in his tone. I guess he is flattered by all I did. If only he knew the truth...

Before he could reach out and open the book, ‘I” snatched it away and hid behind my back. “Privacy. Respecting my privacy. Get it?”

Aaron sighed and pouted. “PLEASE...”

He was so cute that very instance! KAWWWAAAII!

“Gay!” was all ‘I’ said, biting my cheeks to prevent myself from laughing out loud. ’I’ then pushed both guys out of the house and slammed the door at their face.

In a second, I was back to my own body. “Nice one, Sapphire! Thanks for saving my life!”

She shrugged modestly and sighed dramatically,” I am never gg to do sth crazy like this ever again. I think I got carried away teasing that annoying brother of yours...”

I doubled up laughing as the scene replayed in my mind. She elbowed me in my chest playfully and warned me to careful before returning to the palace before the king discover her missing.

That night, it seemed to me that lots of things happened during the daytime. I vowed never to let Callum into my house ever again. He almost gave me heart attack... As for Aaron, I giggled at the thought of him. The first kiss we had still lingered on my lips and his little pout kept appearing in my mind...

Chapter 26

Sapphire’s soothing voice broke my thoughts and I looked into her wise grey eyes, as I interrupted her words,” It’s okay, Sapphire. I will get over it. I promise.”

She looked doubtful at first but her expression slowly changed,” Fine then. Take care. Do not fall in love again. Things will get complicated if you do get involved with your Destiny Mortal.”

I nodded earnestly. I so did not want to drown in the river of Love and never surface again. This relationship was too much for me to handle. Lisbon will always be my first love (though it is quite complicating with Aaron around...) and I will never forget him. No matter what, I have to find my way back into life. I will, I promised myself.

“Bye, Persephone.” Sapphire finally whispered and disappeared into thin air. It seemed that she was never here. How I wish this was all a dream...

Then, a shrill ringing sound made me jump. The doorbell was ringing. I sighed. Who is that, early in the morning??? Dragging myself up, I trudged wearily to the door. I flicked open the ledge and opened the door, and covered my eyes from the blinding sunlight.

“Hi, Sephy!” a familiar voice said chirpily.

I gave a short gasp, “CALLUM!” I ran forward to hug him. It seemed so long since I saw my little brother after I rejected his proposal and saw him quivering in a corner when ...It was hard to say the name. I brushed the thought off hastily and pulled away from Callum.

I invited him in and smiled.

“What? Do I have something on my face?” he asked when I kept grinning at him like a total dork.

I shook my head,” I am just so damnit glad that you are here. After I hurt your feelings, I was so afraid that we will not be the same as before. Are we BFF again?”

He just gave me his charming smile, “Of course, silly! A Casanova like me has to get rejected by a babe once in a while, right? No biggie:D”

I smiled. This was so Callum. The Mr Nice Guy.

As I went into the toilet to change out of my PJs, Callum loitered around my house. Oohing and ahhing at the branded stuff Sapphire got for me.

Then, when I came out, Callum was taking a book out from under my pillow. Before he opened it, I snatched it away from him and hid it behind my back.

“Do not touch my stuff!” I snapped.

Clearly shocked by my sudden outburst, Callum staggered out from my room. I slammed the door shut and locked it.

And the next thing I did was to throw the Destiny Book to the other end of the room and break down. I dropped to the ground and buried my head between my knees and cried. Really cried. My tears formed a mini fountain and it just flowed and flowed down my cheeks. It seemed endless. I did not know what the hell I was crying for.

Was it because of Lisbon’s death? Self-pity? Or just plain exhaustion?

I was totally clueless.

As expected, there were knocks on the door. I quickly dried my tears and opened the door. I was greeted by Callum’s worried face. He was not angry with me, he was worried about me. Once again, I was touched.

“Sorry..I—“

I shook my head and covered his mouth. “No, it is my fault. I should not have vented my anger on you. Just that, these few weeks are really..”, I thought hard for an appropriate word,” weird.”

Callum just looked at me and suddenly hugged me. I gave a short gasp. When I wanted to pull away, he hugged me even tighter.

He leaned down and whispered into my ear,” Can we stay like this for a while? Just a while is enough. ”

Mentally sighing, I raised my both arms and loosely hung it around his waist. I could feel his cheeks moving upwards. I rested my head around his broad shoulders and was happy that my head fitted snugly there. We stayed in that comforting position until we heard the door slammed open.

I jumped apart from the warm embrace while Callum just stood there blankly. My gaze transfixed to the figure standing at the open door. The tall and lean built--I instantly recognised him.

“Sorry to interrupt your romantic moment here,” his voice hard and cold. His gaze pierced through my heart and I looked away. He threw the container he held in his hand onto the nearest table. With that, he stormed out of the house.

The container toppled open and the contents poured out, just as how my heart did a back-flip. Aaron had made my favourite century egg porridge and yet, he caught me hugging his best friend.

I turned towards Callum and quickly muttered an apology before running out of the flat. I did not know what I was thinking that very moment. All I knew was that I had to see Aaron now. This instance.

I ran around the block and the area repeatedly but I never managed to find Aaron. I tried detecting him but my powers failed me. I was still weak and powerless, just as how Lisbon said. Lisbon...

Ugh, guys are such trouble...

First day of holiday--
started with Yokky coming over to my house to do project.
at abt 10..
if she wasn't coming over, i think i will sleep until 11 plus
yup, i am lazy.
o.o
we have to do the art animation thing.
Sigh.
waste a lot of time.
Did not manage to finish it, so gg Yt's house tomorrow after lunch.
Ughhh.
Tomorrow gt netball!
Quite looking forward to it,
cos we will have Coach 100% attention.
But i dun wan wake up so early!!
SOBS!
k,so entry on 1st day on sep holiday ends here.

Chapter 25

“Ahhh!” I sat straight up, drenched in sweat. I looked around and gave a big sigh. The nightmare had continued for days. I crawled down the bed and went to the kitchen when I felt something move. I gasped. *Burglar?!!!!* In the dark, I grabbed the nearest thing beside me—----my soft-toy—-----Pichoo the pig.

I hid behind the wall, planning on attacking the criminal the moment he turns. As my heart thumped against my chest, I lifted Pichoo. Then, I saw the shadow of the figure walking towards my direction. *3,2,1* I counted silently. Then, I saw his body, and I kicked his ass, hard.

“AHHH...” the figure shouted as he fell to the floor on his knee. Merciless, I hit his head hard with Pichoo. The criminal continued screaming.

“YOU IDIOT! HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH ME! GO AND DIE!!!” I shouted loudly.

“WAIT! PERSEPHONE ANGEL, IT IS ME! ON THE DAMN LIGHT!” a voice screamed a higher octave than mine.

I stopped. *that voice sounds familiar...* I dropped Pichoo and went to on the light as instructed. As the light flickered open, I gasped. “OMQ!Sapphire!”

The Sapphire that knelt in front of me was in “dire straits”. Her sitting pose was awkward, her make-up smudged and her usually straight, blonde and not-a-strand-out-of-place hair was in a huge mess. Totally out of place. So not the Queen of Angels. Her eyes were the scariest. They were staring at me like she was going to gobble me up in one gulp.

Oops,I am so dead.

However, I still could not help but double up laughing.She was looking so funny! “Stop the laughter now!” she screeched,embarrassed. I bit the insides of my cheeks and gave her the most solemn look I could muster.

“What brings you here?” I asked, still trying to stop my laughing.

She started her nagging in a stern voice, “Well, I heard you were kidnapped by Lisbon Dead ---again. The whole imperial court searched high and low for you---again. Aren’t you a troublesome girl?! How can someone like that be the Queen of—“

“Destiny Angels? You have to understand that a Queen cannot be so irresponsible and negligent of her behaviour!” I finished for her, using the exact tone. I smiled back at her cheekily,” My memory is good,huh?”

Sapphire sighed. “And another thing.Dun freak out,ok? Lisbon Dead...he...He committed suicide.”

My smile stoned in mid-air. Slowly, it faded away. It seemed that time stopped and the world stopped revolving. The sentence hung in my mind as I looked blankly at Sapphire.

Sapphire just moved over and comforted me. She embraced me in those long arms of hers. Her warm body just brought out the feelings. “Dearie, it’s ok. It is said that he died peacefully.” Her soothing words brushed against my ear.

“Why? Why did he ..he..do that?” my voice hoarse and I felt hard to say the two words—“committed suicide.” It seemed too painful. I did not want to touch the raw nerve in my heart. After I had “half-healed” my heart, planned to forget him and start life anew. Just be the old Sephy. The only mission in my life was to plan a destiny to the chosen one. Yet, now, everything seemed clearly impossible.

“The Devil King ordered his ministers to kill him, but the guilt-ridden Prince killed himself to atone for his misdeed,” she explained.

“What misdeed? “ I asked, though the answer was clearly in my mind.

“Hankering after lust. Rule number 109 in the Devil’s law. The Prince fouled it.” Sapphire said reluctantly and cautiously. She eyed my expression carefully as she spoke.

I purposely remained indifferent. My facial expression never changed. I just continued my blank look. However, inside, my heart lurched and my stomach flipped over. I felt like puking. I was disgusted by myself. The selfish me. On the surface, it seemed that I was afraid that other obstacles will come between me and Lisbon. On the inside, I was just afraid of love. I was afraid of getting hurt. I was reluctant to believe in happily ever after.

*You are one disgusting freaking bitch.* I concluded silently.

Chapter 24

“Useless fool!” the thunderous voice boomed across the hall.

The ministers cringed in fear as the king’s only son knelt down in front of his throne ,in guilt. As the King stared down hard at his son, he finally spoke,” Kill him. He doesn’t deserve living in this world!”

The ministers gasped in horror, they immediately knelt down and beg for leniency. “Your majesty, the crown Prince is your only son. Can you bear to do so? Pls think twice!”

The stone-hearted King scoffed at the remark, “FOOLS! He is a half- devil now! He is no longer my son. He is just a stranger to me, to us. I will be going back to my room for now. Tomorrow, I do not want to see Lisbon Dead anymore. He had long died anyway.” With that, the King floated out of the hall, not sparing a second glance at his “son”.

Lisbon Dead just looked down on the floor, guilt-ridden. “Kill me. Father is right. I deserve to die. I have failed my task to be a Prince Devil. I have fallen in love once and when Father turned me into a zombie, he hoped for me to turn life anew. Yet, I disappointed him by hesitating to kill.”

The minister stared at him in shock, ”Prince! You regained your memory?! How..how did you know that you fell in love once?!”

Shrugging, he answered, ”Ever since I tasted Persephone Angel’s blood. It reminded me of something and suddenly, everything came back. I was no longer void of feelings. Cool, huh?”

The ministers just looked at him in awe,” Love is such a great thing. No devil in history ever regained his memory after turning into a zombie!”

As the ministers blabbered about love, Lisbon closed his eyes as the flashback began...

Flashback----
****
“Fine. Let me go. I want to leave your world. Once and for all.”

“NO! You are someone from my past. I have no clue about it and only you can help me. I know I am like a zombie with no feelings or whatsoever now. But, I am forcing it to come back. I want it to. Sorry for whatever I have done. Pls forgive me and help me regain my memory.”

” I lied to you. You do not know me at all. I have nothing to do with you until the day you start hunting me.”

“Really?”

“Yes.”

***

He could not understand why Persephone lied to him, but he believed that it was his own good. He never regretted falling in love. That mind-racing experience was something many people can never have. Just like that, having someone you truly love was enough. He was contented.

As he glanced around, he took the sword from one of the ministers’ scabbard and pierced it through his heart, in one swift movement. The blade slashed through his skin and he felt blood oozing out from his chest. Black blood trickled down and stained his clothes. The last thing he saw were spots in his vision and the moaning sounds of ministers. He left the world,with a smile on his face.

Change of blogskin, cos new beginning!
But, i still love BOF!
Last day of term 3!
Final examinations will be coming!
NOO.
Holiday like no holiday like tt
so many stuff to do!!!
EXAMS starting the moment term 4 starts!
WOAH!
got bac report book today...
I improved!!
Gratz to huanghou(JEAN)for getting first!
Poor baby dexxy, so upset!(gt second,haha)
My chinese deproved by 6 marks!
I feel depressed!!
AHHH
English is my lousiest!
So hard to score!
sigh.
Jiay0u to everyone for final year examinations.
have a happy holiday!

Went to visit primary school two days ago with rae and wanrong.
but the principal only let us into the school at 1.30 and ahs released us at 9.30!
we had so much free time!!!
to spend our free time, we took a bus to tm and ate our lunch at pastamania.
Before, we went to give Teacher's Day present to all our beloved teachers:D
Rae made real nice cards and wanrong gace her teachers chocolates.
such nice ppl. aww.
Met baka and shirlynn at the bus stop and we went to tm together.
They also gg back to their pri school!
They wanted to eat at their primary school so only sat beside us while we ate.
But they went off soon after.
At last only left the 3 of us again.
We so bo liao la!
went to toy'R'us to play.
We took pictures with soft toys like spongebob, patrick star...etc.
We even got scolded by the salesman when we played with the swords.
Hahahahaha.
L8r,Rae went to Popular to buy red pens for teachers.
With 1/2 an hr left ,we went to window-shop at tam1.
Played arcade.
The dancing thing and notorcycle.
It was hilarious!!!
finally, it was 12.30 plus.
so we boarded the bus.
I fely horribly sick and tired in the bus!!
cos drinking bubble tea while having my monthly migraine.
sigh...
but once I see the familiar school and faces. everything was ok!
I was first being greeted by Lynn.
Dear Lynn hugged me like she always did.
Miss her!
Feels so gd to be bac.
they are all still as crazy as ever.
pulling out other ppl rubber bands, laughing like maniacs.
i am still as always, screaming over every small little thing.
habit.
so hard to ch8.
MBS, is super cool.
the chairs are so big and new.
toilets also so clean!
6joy roxxxx
went all over the place searching for mdm lee and chen lao shi.
spotted them at 2nd level after a wild goose chase.
Both teachers still look the same!
den when the boys came, ermeii so shy, faster wan siam.
HAHA.
Went to canteen to eat.
mostly drink cos the weather was so hot!!
i was drenched with sweat, wearing jeans.
ARG.
Saw darren ho.
act cool.lols.
At last, we all felt like gg home le,said farewell to 6joyians but cant find the teachers....
so took bus 63 with xiaoqing and elysia to mrt station.
miss old days!
i dun wan stay so near AHS la!
cant go out de!!!
feel tt my life so boring.
met the princess at bedok mrt station and went home together.
end of the day.
cant wait till next teachers' day
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