wahh... haven been writing this for a long time. almost wanted to delete this blog but i was too lazy to do so :P

yep, so gonna continue to write this blog cos xiaomeii wanted me to hahah!

i thought i wrote a post on me finishing my chemo and all, but it is not here, maybe i wrote it in some book or sth lol. sighhh,i am a forgetful girl.

Anw i stopped my chemo at the 8th or 10th time, i forgotten which, omggggg. but it was all pure torture. those 4mths were unforgettable. Cos my chemo medicine is bloody pink-red, a wave of nausea ALWAYS washes over me when i see sth like that. and guess what, i have to drink this beetroot + immunocal drink EVERY SINGLE MORNING and if u dunno what beetroot is, it is a PINK fruit that makes my juice the exact same colour as my chemo med. T.T that is one of the reason I hate mornings  -.- but well life is life. This is my life. Face it I guess.

Feeling kinda weird today cos I have to go back for a scan today. It is a really dumb and retarded scan cos I have to lie in some thingy for 3-4 hours OMGGGG. And I cant move at all plus the machine is so damn noisy that I cant even slp properly even if I want to L I hate MIR scans. Plus I have a GREAT phobia for hospitals. No matter how nice and cute the nurses there are… sigh, I hate the smell of medicines, the white clothes and the needles.

Ok can’t typre anymore, have to go bathe and go hospital myself alrdyyy!!! Will update soon again :D